i'm alright... i guess

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Dramafeste

So, dramafeste is finally over. Though I must admist that my contribution to the overall production is really no where close to outstanding individuals like jw, elt and co, I must say that it has really left me with fond memories of this house play.
Yup, at least I did my job whole-heartedly, contrary to what ben hong might think, I really didn't slack for the entire 2 weeks of stupid ticketing and stuff, coming down every single recess and lunch to find that weirdo quah and stone outside the LT hopelessly trying to promote matinee tickets. Yeah, I hope this will earn Morrison some Process marks =)
Of course, the most memorable part of dramafeste to me was yesterday, when i spent the entire day at school doing all the behind-the-scenes work with the rest of the crew. Well, I've learnt the importance of concentration over your body through the actors. Furthermore, though drama kinda makes you turn gay, i admire actors for their sheer focus and discipline to even compose themselves for the show. Oh, and I got a soft toy and card from Wen Jun. Wei, I thank them very much too, cos I don't think I really deserve it haha.
Well, physics and chinese ccts next week, RE is due tommorow and lol... my ss group is damn slack. We can just go straight to hell now. check back soon.

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Stress

Just came back from a 5km run around the estate. Feeling really shag lol, and I feel down too. Guess the school stress is getting to me, quite blatantly seen from how easily I explode nowadays. Somehow I think that my struggle for academic excellence and at the same time building up my physique is kinda paradoxical, as in I want to be happy with life but I end up over-exerting myself all the time? I thought good grades were supposed to make us happy and contented but when you look at chao muggers like zenn chua you can see that whoa, that muggerish life is not the way to go lol. But they get all the good breaks.
There's physics and chinese CCTs coming up in a fortnight and I'm still stoning, trying to destress after maths CCT. Lol, I will end up pushing myself sooner or later because SS project is gonna be due soon and RE is due round the corner too. Screw the stupid Raffles Programme.
Athletics-wise, I think I've really concentrated a lot on my upper body, I can already see how disproportionate my body is. My arm muscles have really grown but my legs remain puny and insignificant. Oh well, all in the name of canoeing.
Increased Lat weight by another 1o lbs, did till muscle failure and now my back aches like some pundat lol. Bicep curls were not to be neglected either, increased by 2.5 lbs and I think I'm gonna start hardcore training of chest soon so that I can wear spandex next year. Just joking.
It's really high time I started bulking up, I haven't hit the 60 kg mark and lol my metabolism is just to high to make significant weight gains. Of course, I intend to do this without the help of supplements or protein powder cos they're only for noobs and steroids are a NO-GO. The hallmark of a true canoeist is to become a muscle mama without screwing up your body and of course his fertility (which creatine has been reputedly been known to cause).
Oh and I think I really must say this: there's a certain someone in my class who's really been such a jerk. When he accidentally bumps into someone, he wants that person to apologise. I mean how screwed up is that? Not that we want to be bigoted but he has just proven us right all the time that he is one big asshole. You tell us that you're anti-establishment and you suck up to teachers? You're part of the minority and you try to push your weight around... Stupid jackass. Go reflect on why the entire class thinks you're a second JT... and lol! yesterday was racial harmony day... big joke.
Argh, I'm aching everywhere now lol. Going to do something useful now...

Monday, July 10, 2006

Stupid Bald Frenchie

Yup, World cup's over and of course France had to lose in order to make me happy. Hot favourites France just couldn't do much but get their asses out of the stadium the minute they found out they had lost. And they can keep the stupid baldie too.

Seriously wonder why so many girls are infatuated with this violent and rough balide, getting suspended in the Champions League for headbutting as well. No wonder he has to shave his head bald to make a harder impact. One more thing, he can't shoot the ball for nuts, he can only head the ball. The only shot on goal he ever made in the final was his header which was fortunately saved by buffon lol. He only excels in penalty kicks which of course is a giveaway method for scoring in matches, no glory at all. Compare that with Italy's goal la, that header was chao pro ok?

So finally France is out and Zidane is gone from international soccer at last. How happy can I get?

Germany will win World Cup 2010!

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Back

Woah... been on hiatus for a month. Nothing really much to say except that I've started on my hardcore torture training in order to prepare myself for canoeing next year. Been trying to force-feed myself to hit the 60 kg mark but I'm still stuck at 59.6 kg... shucks.
My gym-freak of an uncle says that eating lots of high calorie food will help, so I'm poised to kill myself everyday with 5 meals per day lol.
Yup, gotta train harder in order to make it! Maybe I'll increase my bicep weight next time I hit the gym, or should I just increase my rep? lol okay bye.